Hi everyone,
I joined an MBB firm three months ago, but my performance so far has not been stellar. Here’s a summary of my experience so far:
1. First Project: I was removed after two weeks because the team informed my staffer that they didn’t have time to coach a new joiner.
2. Second Project: This project went better. The feedback was that I performed well in Excel but needed to improve my page-making speed and gain more client exposure.
3. Current Situation: I’ve been on the beach for three weeks now, and my staffer has indicated that I shouldn’t expect any staffing for December, which is concerning.
What Concerns me
1. Performance Could Have Been Better: I know I could have done better, especially given my prior industry experience. Unfortunately, I was dealing with heartbreak when I started. Now, I’m fully focused on my career. During my beach work, I’ve seen significant improvements in my confidence and performance. I feel ready to excel if given another opportunity.
2. Project Preferences: Early on, I requested not to be staffed in banking, despite having prior experience in the industry. In hindsight, I realize it wasn’t the industry itself but the nature of the work I didn’t enjoy. After working on a strategy project in this industry during my beach time, I’ve discovered a passion for strategy and growth initiatives, especially in fintech, payments, and insurtech.
3. Missed Opportunities: My last project manager referred me to another manager for staffing, but I declined because I wasn’t interested in the industry. I also turned down another project for similar reasons. Now, after three weeks on the beach, I’m starting to regret those decisions.
4. No Clear Opportunities: My staffer has been unresponsive to my concerns. When I told her I wanted to turn things around, her response was, “There is nothing to turn around,” which left me even more uncertain
My Questions
• Am I in trouble? Could I be let go based on my performance during my first two projects?
• How can I turn things around?