Hello Consultants,
I'm currently working at one of the three MBBs and is one month in staffed on my first project(BA). I've entered a challenging setup where the team is huge and I joined by end of phase 1. I am currently working right with an EM and no tenured consultant is present between us.
I'm facing two main challenges:
1) feel like I'm under utilized ( I talked to my EM several times and he tells me its natural, also he thinks my work is good so that not why I don't get enough work) Hence, I feel like I don't add enough value and is not learning as I should.
2) I've attended 2 PS sessions with the partners with my EM and I don't speak at all mainly because my EM handles all the session and I feel like my contribution would not be useful/nothing to add. Is this normal or will the partners view me as passive? (I've been working on the workstream for three weeks only)
I feel very disappointed and don't know what to do about my situation. Can you please advise if this is normal and tips on how to behave?